Is this worth it?

Yesterday I had another workout with my trainer . It wasn't very long but it must have been effective because I can definitely feel it! It was so difficult to move today. Ive got soreness in my legs (calfs, hamstrings, and whatever the top muscle is called) and I've got soreness in my chest, shoulders, and triceps from our push workout last night! I guess deep down inside I know it's worth it but I am so sore I could barely walk around the mall today with the kids. When Ben looks at me and says "I want up" I've got to pick him up! He's too darn cute not to. And Hailey says "I have a secret come here", I'm sure as hell not bending down with as sore as my thighs are. So I have to pick her up too. Even though it hurts. All I really wanted today is sleep. But I've got an 8 hour shift then family dinner at the in-laws then a party with hubby's friends. No time to rest. Tomorrow I know I will have some accomplishment on the scale and that will help to see this all coming together. I will also have a 3rd session with the pt Mr. Joe in 4 days. Wahhhhhh!!!